We had a fight today.
It was supposed to be a happy day but since he mentioned na kampante na si Roy sa kanya and sinegundahan ko pa na "oo nga, buti na lang malawak pang-unawa ko at hinayaan ko sya sumakay sa harap ng sasakyan". Boki retaliated saying na bakit kinukumpara ko yung sarili ko kay Roy, sasakyan ko naman yun and the last phrase that really hurt me the most:
"bakit mahihindot ko ba si Roy?"
He said it was just a joke but for me it was degrading.
I cried and my eyes are swollen.
Though it was really awkward for me to ride at the back of the car because I had a previous experience with Mme. Judith that she asked me to take the back seat sarcastically.
I still chose to say sorry to Boki but still he was not in the mood and brought up the incident earlier.
I want him to enjoy his week off and relieve him of stress from his family in Philippines.
I really don't know if my feelings were valid or I am just too emotional.
Maybe my situation right now of being jobless, unable to earn my own money, makes the situation more upsetting and demoralizing.
Tomorrow is a new day, I hope it's not as bad as today.
I leave everything to God.
It was supposed to be a happy day but since he mentioned na kampante na si Roy sa kanya and sinegundahan ko pa na "oo nga, buti na lang malawak pang-unawa ko at hinayaan ko sya sumakay sa harap ng sasakyan". Boki retaliated saying na bakit kinukumpara ko yung sarili ko kay Roy, sasakyan ko naman yun and the last phrase that really hurt me the most:
"bakit mahihindot ko ba si Roy?"
He said it was just a joke but for me it was degrading.
I cried and my eyes are swollen.
Though it was really awkward for me to ride at the back of the car because I had a previous experience with Mme. Judith that she asked me to take the back seat sarcastically.
I still chose to say sorry to Boki but still he was not in the mood and brought up the incident earlier.
I want him to enjoy his week off and relieve him of stress from his family in Philippines.
I really don't know if my feelings were valid or I am just too emotional.
Maybe my situation right now of being jobless, unable to earn my own money, makes the situation more upsetting and demoralizing.
Tomorrow is a new day, I hope it's not as bad as today.
I leave everything to God.
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